~ From My Heart. ~

To my beautiful children/grandchildren...



This life is short ...
look around you, people come and people go ...
we are not meant to live here forever ...
we are a stranger and traveler in this world ...


I wont be long here ... as you know I always sick ... then, only death on my mind ...
I'm scared my child .... with mountains of sins and still weak with my iman ...
I sincerely hope and pray Allah will forgive all my sins and weaknesses ....


My dearest children/grandchildren ........

This life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving.
Are you moving in a right direction ?
Are you keeping your life in balance ?
When troubles tumbling you down, check back, something must be wrong with your
balancing ...

Before I close my eyes, I wanted to share with you ...

I love you all so much and wanted you to live in happiness ...
but happiness only can be achieved if you really love Allah ...
and taste the sweetness of iman ...

....... did you really love Allah?...
more than anything else in this world ?...
Love for the sake of Allah, not for worldly gain...
but what is commanded by Allah...

" Your friend is only Allah, His messenger, and those who believe: those who perform prayer, give alms, and bow [in prayer]. (Surat al-Ma’ida, 55) "


Have you perform your five times salat diligently ?
Salat is pillar of Islam ....
like a house's pillars ...
without pillars, the house will collapse ...


Our world is changing so fast and there are many things I wish for you...


I hope you learn humility by being humiliated,
and that you learn honesty by being cheated.

I hope you grab and fight for something you believe in.

I hope you be strong and more courageous ...
when you take your grief and teach it to smile.

I hope you know how to distinguish between friends and enemies.

I hope you learn how to forgive and forget.

I hope you are not judging the books by its cover.

I hope you understand what is life ...
Life is what we are
life is what we do
what we feel - what we think.
Life is what makes us cry
what makes us laugh.


I hope you read and understand this poem .........

" Let it be.........

Real happiness does not come
from the fulfillment of every desire.

You can chase an endless chain of wishes and desires,
and still manage to be unhappy.

So how ......

and when does happiness come?
It comes, quite simply,
when you allow it.
Though your life may be filled
with challenges and difficulties,
still you can be genuinely happy.

Whether you are close
to reaching your goals,
or far away
or already beyond them,
real happiness is always close at hand.

The world and its culture may convince you
that you need this or that
in order to find happiness.

Yet in truth,
you need nothing other than to let it be.

Instead of waiting
or longing
or searching
for a reason to be happy,
create for yourself a way to be happy.

Something as simple as a smile
can get you started,
and that's something you can do right now.

Let go of the notion that you must grasp for
or struggle
to attain happiness,
and simply let it be.

That can instantly make all the difference in the world ..."


These are just some of the things that I wish for you -
tough times and disappointment, hard work and happiness,
To me, it's the only way to appreciate life.


Accept the life that's come our way,
Grow old with dignity, cause life must go on....